Moving On
“I am such a horrible person. Why did I let you out of my sight?” Sho shouted in his bedroom.
Sho’s mother overheard Sho shouting in his room. She was concern and wondering why Sho was screaming in his bedroom, by himself.
She walked up to Sho’s bedroom door and knocked twice.
“Sho-kun, daijobu?” Sho’s mother asked in a worried tone.
Sho looked up at his door and wiped his tears away from his eyes. He got up and answered the door. He opened the door so his mother could see his face.
“Sho-kun, what’s wrong?” His mother asked. Sho smiled and shook his head. “It’s nothing. I just lost a battle in a game that Nino-kun gave me.”
Sho’s mother grinned. She had a mother instinct that Sho was crying over something really important to him. She could see that his eyes were slightly swollen.
“Well, if you want to talk. Oto-san and I are free to listen to you.” Sho’s mother nodded her head. Sho smiled and closed the door.
Sho’s mother walked away and Sho sat on his bed again.
The reason why he was crying because he had just received Emi’s box.
He read her letter over and over again, until his heart felt like it was going to tear apart. He couldn’t help to blame himself over losing Emi.
Sho laid on his bed and stare at his ceiling. He tried to remember the happy times that he spent with Emi.
He grabbed his cell phone from his side table and stared at a picture of him and Emi, on a date.
Sho smiled and placed his cell phone close to his heart. Then tears started to slowly moved down on his cheeks.
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The next morning, Sho had to do a filming for one of Arashi’s variety show. Aiba was the first one who saw him that morning. He noticed his ugly face was very swollen and his eyes were slightly bloodshot.
Aiba became worried and walked up to Sho, who was doing his hair.
“Sho-kun, daijobu? Did you have a fight with you girlfriend?” Aiba asked. Sho glanced at Aiba and continued to fix his hair.
“Gomen ne. I don’t want to talk about it.” Sho said and got up to find his wardrobe.
Aiba looked at him and the other members were sitting on the couch, in their dressing room. Aiba glanced behind him to his other members. He sighed and walked outside of the dressing room.
Aiba walked over to a vending machine and bought himself a drink. He sat down on a bench and pulled out his cell phone.
He looked through his pictures and found a picture of when Aiba and Emi were younger. Aiba placed that picture in his cell phone because when he looked at it, it gave him strength.
Aiba smiled and then he sighed. He searched through his contact list and found Emi’s phone number. He dial the number but it said that her phone was off.
Aiba knew something was up. Usually, Emi would have her phone on at this time. On his days off, he would call her around this time to talk to her.
Aiba cocked his head and threw his drink bottle in the recycling bin. He walked back to his dressing room and saw Jun, Ohno and Nino looking at him as he walked in.
Aiba scanned around the room, Sho left the room. Aiba sighed again and took a seat on the sofa beside Nino.
“Do you know what happened to Sho-kun?” Jun asked Aiba. Aiba shook his head.
“Must be his girlfriend, she probably dumped him..” Nino said as he played with his DS.
Aiba nodded his head. “I tried calling Emi-chan, but it said that her phone was off. I wanted to talk to her..” Aiba said in a sad tone.
“The batteries on her phone might had died.” Ohno said. Aiba nodded his head again and the dressing room door opened.
“Filming is going to start in a few minutes. Can you come to set now?” The director came in with a big smile on his face.
They all nodded and was worried where Sho had left to. They walked towards the set and they noticed Sho was already sitting on a chair in the studio.
“Okay, today’s guests are here.” The director shouted to them. Arashi nodded their heads and went to greet them.
Sho didn’t feel like greeting the guests. He was still depressed over Emi’s sudden departure. He loved her so much that he would do anything for her.
He couldn’t see Emi for days because of his work and singing. He always wanted to break free from his busy life and run away with Emi to somewhere far away. To get married to her and have a family.
Unfortunately, their engagement is now broken off and Emi is no where to be seen. He wished that he had a time machine to go back in time, to have more time to spend with Emi.
Aiba walked up to Sho and placed a hand on his shoulder.
“It will be okay. You have to move on.” Aiba smiled at him. He looked up and widened his eyes. He knew that Aiba was right. Emi will eventually come back for him. He nodded his head confidently and stood up. Then he walked over to the guests.
On the other hand, Aiba and the other members thought that he had just lost another girlfriend. A girl that wasn’t important in Sho’s life.
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